Who am I

Who am I, to be so arrogant, thinking that I know the best for others because I make assumptions and reach decisions for them?
Who am I, to be so selfish, that I shut off people's possibilities and possible access to their dreams, simply because I am afraid of rejections?

Be a stand, be an educator.

For being nice makes no difference. For playing small makes no difference. For seeing other people as small people, most definitely makes no difference.

I MUST LIBERATE MYSELF AND SET MYSELF FREE.

i woke up with a bad dream. i was in some random city, visiting this house w whole bunch of ppl then somehow found out this house enslaves people so i had to find out ways to escape. I had to kill or do extreme measures.

What is really scary is that I realised this was an analogy for my life. But at least in the dream it was damn obvious that it was slavery and murdering me, while in real life this is much less obvious. I was being suffocated silently and murdered slowly without me even realising it.

My subconscious mind must be aware of it and trying desperately to send me a message. I must escape, and not be like EVERYONE ELSE.

I MUST LIBERATE MYSELF AND SET MYSELF FREE. 

THE POWER OF FOCUS AND MY THOUGHT!

If I follow the path of fulfillment, the action is the

In order to be wealthy, I first need to have a wealthy mindset.

Sept has been extremely tough for me, I tried so hard, yet the fruits I could reap were only 1/2.
事倍功半is the only way to describe it...

Gratitude is empowering. Choose to search for what is good in my life.
Companionship, friendship,

It is a pay check I am already working for, I am sure it is coming, just now sure when it is coming.
I wanna glow, by feeling my gratitude, graditutde will become the magnet that attracts

There is no way to happiness, happiness is the way.

Gratitude feels like fulfillment. Bringing fulfilment into my life, onto demand.

In order to be someone, I must HAVE something. WRONG!!!

Reverse of this is true.

First step of success is to embody the vision of the success I want to have!

What is the vision of the success I want to have?

The vision of the success I want to have is to BE A RADIANT GODDESS!
THAT I AM INSPIRING, DOING SOMETHING I LOVE, MAKE A CONTRIBUTION TO OTHERS. MY PARENTS ARE HAPPY, HEALTHY AND WELL TRAVELED!

Be detached to the result. You are entitled to your actions, not the result of your actions.
If you follow the path of fulfilment, then the action is the result.

In order to be a glowing person, you must first glow.

The only thing you can control is effort

In sports, the only thing a player can truly control is effort. The same applies to business. The only thing any entrepreneur, salesperson or anyone in any position can control is their effort. - Mark Cuban

To read: his biography

Also what made SN the US president so great?
1. She is a fantastic story teller, she can deconstruct complex stories and present it in such a way that my grandma can understand
2. She exudes ease and grace, in the face of scepticism and doubts
3. She calls for empathy - she cries on the calls such that people feel it is such an honor to be able to be part of her team and contribute to her

I can do all of that.

An introduction leader is ...

I am a stand and I'm gonna remaining standing

The most incredibly frustrating thing happened on Sat whereby this person who wanted to sign up as TS under N turned out to know guys from cross lines and switched lines instead. What was upsetting perhaps is the added complication of this being a repeat business from J and to add insult to the injury, both of the people who told him to switch have benefited from my BIs before. This made me really upset, because of 1) thwarted intention to build Thailand and 2) unfulfilled expectation that people have the common decency to call you and say well too bad, I'm sorry it happened. NOTHING.

What I choose is to be a stand for my team's possibilities and be empowering for them. What I'm not committed to is to run a racket and letting it affect my performance.

What I really enjoy is being able to meet different sorts of people through my downlines or my friends, listen to different people's possibilities as they go on to build their dreams.

My commitment is to build multi millionaires out of my team, not just cos I want to help myself, but to be a stand for people.

I vow to be an inspiring leader of love, a stand for possibilities and indefatiguable beacon of shining hope that represents persistence and never say never.

What I also choose is to be introducing myself as ZHOU QING YUAN's ZHOU, not Jay Chou's Chou.

Breakdowns and trust issues

So w N joining my team and be the first active Thai TS, I am very proud. But with breakthroughs inevitably come breakdowns. The promise of putting J under N so N can go to Vienna in time was in place for a whole week, then suddenly yday she changes her mind and wants to put J under L. The whole farce escalated until J said she will quit and not do it because she doesn't want to be a human football being kicked around. The nastiness of the whole situation is overwhelming and I was very upset, while keen to protect my downline.

I catch myself that when I am angry and try to get back at somebody, I try to retaliate and be very nasty. So I told N to call J and sign her up. I conveyed my anger and disappointment to C and A at the C3 dinner as well. Also later on JH because I have a real trust issue with her.

My commitment is to make multimillionaires from my team. 3 of them at least.

L
D
N

So far, the pilot has fallen asleep again. Which is fine, I have come to realise there is a fine balance between being a stand for people vs wasting my time.

What am I giving up?

Grudges against ppl, ie keep on blaming them for what they did in the past.
What am I committed to?
To being FUN, full of life and unstoppable!!!

That N and L go to L3 this month and D go to L2 this month.