Painful weekend

Feels like another one of those torturous weekend where I managed to not see any of my friends and worked til very late because of procrastination.

Chat to G reveals that I feel a loss of power because I don't give enough time to anything I'm meant to do. As a result when I try to pack everything in as I cram, I set myself up for failure. So immensely frustrating. Because the inevitable failure just affirms my own story that I can't be a success. But even Einstein can't do the job in the amount of time I've given myself. As a result I am bracketing the angst Today and do the best I can on this preso today. Focus and be present. God knows I haven't been present at all over the past few days, since thur in fact.