2012年10月18日 星期四

It's a glorious Friday and I'm going out of my shell!!!

Fund raising reached 6000hkd, smashed my original 5000 target and now placed at 9000. Very happy but also slightly offset by the breakdown at work on tue when I clearly did not put enough heart into doing those charts. Lots of errors were made and boss gave me an earful.

I keep on thinking about what could be? What could be if I stayed at old firm instead of going to work w T and what could've happened to my own franchise if I stayed. At the time I was desperate to raise my own pay and I perceived the old firm to be ripping me off by capping my promotion track.

In hindsight I am still gratefulfor the opp to work with T and the deal exposure and what's happened has happened and there is nothing to be done about it but to waste my time hating, what is the point of looking back when there is no going back? No going back but moving forward to rock this world?

Things happen for a reason, and i'll just see it as a great opportunity to know myself to be this grumpy person who does not react well to authority. Good thing I discovered this at 28, not 58.

With what I have now, and what I CAN do, do it well. That's all that matters.

On the other hand, having breakdown on losing weight from. I need to regain the integrity back, and get back on the diet, be committed to pomelo or whatever diet plan I choose to do. Right now, it's ridiculous cos I can't be bothered slicing a grapefruit for each meal, it's messy and I'm too lazy and don't want to have sticky hands. Fk that! Bring the future of hot Q here RIGHT NOW!!!

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