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A brought to my attention that when I am with people I like, I am really excited and happy. But often times I don't smile and look really black faced and unapproachable. When I tell people to be 10x excited, sounded like a command more than anything. It was so funny because when I called her a few weeks ago, I thought I was being related in telling her to enjoy the course more etc, but clearly she told me yesterday that she was kind of wondering why I called her and kind of strange.

Gahhhh so much to learn in being related and be aware of the impact of my actions and facial expressions. Not finding excuses but finding the reason why I do it would be good!!