now i really get the power of this.. the more i don't want to be something, the more i empower that context of the exact thing i try to avoid. the more i resent "weakness" ie criticising imperfections in people, eg bad english, dress badly, can't express themselves clearly; the weaker i become myself, entangling myself in this emotional nonsense. A just emailed me and go, stop email flirting w him cos now he wants to write a book w me and to 'keep it formal' cos we are now biz partners.
oh how i resent my own weakness. resent!!!!!!
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