Kept on examining my cashflow situation and realised that I have borrowed 240k AUD from my parents for the damn apartment. Which means that I have pretty much not saved any money for the past whole year. Truly depressing and I really want this to be the one shot to make it happen. Yet at the back of my mind, I am afraid that this is the backfire I will experience because in the past I have so often relied on ONE SHOT saviors but that has never worked for me. Instead I need
Now until 1 Mar 2015 will be my time of saving power, saving strength, develop mental strength and endurance.
I can cos I say I can.
WHAT AM I REALLY UPSET ABOUT?
Upset about the situation that I have no cashflow left. Stupid enough to leave myself in this situation.
That I am turning 30 and in the most appalling financial situation I have ever been in for my whole life.
That I am not a powerful leader as I said I am, but rather scrambling for cash and inauthentic.
What is my upset?
Thwarted intention of being abundant and rich. Scrambling and leaving my parents worried still.
What is my commitment?
Be fearless, be clear, light and insignificant.
EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY BECAUSE I SAY SO!
if i can't even make sure my apartment is clean and that i am on time every time, how can i say so about my finances??
Now until 1 Mar 2015 will be my time of saving power, saving strength, develop mental strength and endurance.
I can cos I say I can.
