2014年10月28日 星期二

朝鮮考察1


在朝鮮參加了商務考察團之後的感觸就是回到了30年前的中國。平壤市的建設頗為現代化,民眾的居住大樓很新。城市環境很注重綠化而且一塵不染。遇到的民眾素質頗高,有公德心和路不拾遺。當團友遺失了貴重物品如錢包和智能手機,即使不見了數日,仍然通過熱心市民找回。另外,當旅行團前往板門店(三八線軍事禁區)時,軍官都很友善和親切,很歡迎和遊客合照。羊角島酒店屹立在羊角島上,一個位於市中心的小島,距離平壤國際機場只有15分鐘車程。在酒店的高層可以俯覽鄰近大同江和平壤全景,景色優美在我們訪問平壤適逢大型國際摔跤賽事 -由日本參議員主辦,吸引了近20個國家的選手。大批國際媒體如日本電視台和路透社的記者也在羊角島下榻。

把時間留給沈澱

昨晚替牛頓見了一個地產經紀。在去翠華的途中我突然閃過一個念頭。N又沒有來訓練,反而在家煮飯。我突然發覺不時不做這個道理多麼準確。她到了想結婚定下來的年紀,而我還沒有。媽媽一直跟我說要定下來,談談朋友,而我卻老是向鴕鳥一樣把頭塞在沙堆裡。不想,不念,不做,不聽。現在身邊人都差不多結的結,定的定,我還沒有著落,好像自己是外星球派來的一樣。

不要到N的年紀才急了,後悔了。時間不留人。不要抱怨,要向前看。

我在這裡學到了什麼,要沈澱,要吸收,否則只是浪費了的光陰。

2014年10月10日 星期五

Day 1 of 90 days

Since watching the Secret on last Sunday, I have taken nearly a week to instil positivity and orderliness in my life. 

Tuesday saw Josie come to clean, for the first time in more than a year, I had a helper clean the apartment. 

I cleared out a whole large rubbish bag worth of expired food, including expensive organic beans, quinoa and also protein powders. Very wasteful and reminding myself to be FRUGAL and SMART saver, instead of saying do NOT to be wasteful. 

THE SECRET - FOCUS AND VISUALISE ON WHAT YOU WANT. INSTEAD OF WHAT YOU DON'T WANT. 


2014年10月7日 星期二

Yesterday was a low point in my life

Yesterday was a low point of my life. The bills are piling up, my bank account is less than 5 digits and my best friend and I sat down to discuss why I got myself into such a mess and how I can claw my way back out of the hole.

It was so upsetting. JC opened her notebook, and I remember saying, look I haven't had time to sit down to do the maths. I literally shut the book. She was furious cos of my attitude that I don't really give a crap and am wasting her time. In reality, I was embarrassed, ashamed and annoyed at myself and how I got into this mess. I still can't let go of my "banker" stature and wanted "face" (死要面子, as she put it).

Time to let go of the past. It is like cloud which has floated past already, and it ain't coming back.
面是別人給,架是自己丟。話講的很重,我就像被他媽的打了一拳。但是她講的一點也不錯,自己丟了自己的架。怪不得別人。

我這個人是好了傷疤忘了痛,馬上故態復萌。所以今天開始自己煮飯,出去盡量減少開支。

Be patient - pay off my taxes first, then pay off credit card, have 200k to last me 5 months and then I can definitely take off.

My vision!
Thinking too small, take this company public! I want to be top # in the company. I want to be its spokesperson to media.

忍一時之義氣,享萬代之功名。
我要諾貝爾和平獎!我要令朝鮮開放。我要光宗耀祖,讓好婆驕傲!

Going back to normal job and a dreary life is not what I am committed to! I AM COMMITTED TO FREEDOM, CLARITY, PERSEVERANCE AND UNSTOPPABILITY!

Am I here to make money? Or am I here to solve a problem to a pain?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nOVTGyx3ZsY